so, i have a new boyfriend. His name is Caio and he’s calling me right now.
Anyway, i really really like him, we met in a time of my life where i was really down and he made me feel better so im really grateful. I say i love him but im not really sure. But it feels right saying it. He also says he loves me, but i can tell it’s true. He introduced me to his friends, he likes saying im his girlfriend, his girl. He is really, really nice, he makes me feel pretty and nice. We’ve been going out for three months or so.
I was in a relationship for one year and a half, we broke up out of nowhere (i kind of get it now) and i was really sad about it for a long time. I feel like i just got over it, it’s like i was stuck in that relationship until not long ago. It’s like i just got single and im in a relationship again, so as much as i love caio, i dont want a relationship right now.
but i dont want to brake his heart.
but i dont want this right now and i think it’ll only get worse, so his heart will be even more broken?
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
my plan is to talk to him and ask for a time off to think, a break for a while, a time for myself, but i dont know if he’ll put up to that